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To Live in The World, Not Watch
Read more: To Live in The World, Not Watchi have only ever found the deepest truths through stillness, through living. it never came through the noise. through the tv, social media, music, any of it. it came at my quietest hour. it came when i was out interacting with the nature of life. i learnt more about me in the world than through…
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Purpose
Read more: Purposei wither away without meaning. i am empty with no purpose. no pain is greater than looking back at the life i lived unfulfilled. the potential i left untapped. there is more in me. there is more of me to meet. i have yet to let myself surface. i pretend to be me. i am…
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Alone
Read more: Aloneit has taken me my whole life to embrace solitude. my whole life. i spent every waking moment seeking my time to be filled by another. for some reason being with me was insufferable. i was terrible company to myself. i can only imagine to others. where did the shift occur? for now i want…
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life
Read more: lifeim addicted. i cannot get enough. just the fact i can be! do you not think? how are we not more completely consumed by life. life! how! i am suffocating in consciousness. or rather it is my source of oxygen. i can feel. i can see. i can smell. i cannot get the words for…
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awe
Read more: awehow can you look around and not be astonished by it? how all before me came about. it splits me open. all of it. to look at another human and not see the complexity of human existence? i look at another human and i feel it all. their pain collides with mine. the walls have…
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Waiting
Read more: Waitingwhat is all of this worry for. i cause more pain in my mind than the life before me. i live in a made up suffering. there is no suffering. there is no bad day. i made the day bad. today was just today. today the sun came up and the sun went down. today…
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Seeking Without End
Read more: Seeking Without Endit is a mirror. life is a direct reflection of my own being. i cannot escape it. the thoughts i let run untamed create a world i do not want to live in. i do not want to live here. all of my interactions, everything points back to something within myself. i fall and fly…