im addicted. i cannot get enough. just the fact i can be! do you not think? how are we not more completely consumed by life. life! how! i am suffocating in consciousness. or rather it is my source of oxygen. i can feel. i can see. i can smell. i cannot get the words for it right!
i am addicted. to all that is. how can you not be. how can you not sit in aw of existence itself. how! for even pain is something that cracks my soul open. i can feel! it may be painful but i can! that is far better than to not! there could be nothing! how is there not! i cannot wrap my head around this. i cannot grasp it. i am suffocating in existence.
i am in love. i am in love with this life.
i cannot come to a conclusion. it is not possible. so i will enjoy. i will sip my tea and gaze upon the stars. for there is nothing more beautiful then here.
the gift of life, all my love, for it has been the greatest gift of all
the only gift, the only thing worth my attention